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20 and girly. 
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Tuesday, December 4, 2007 | 10:35 AM
wah. yesterday the stupid sk made me send him home lah WHERE GOT GIRL SEND BOY HOME. no heaven law! took the mrt down to kovan, then we walked from heartland mall all the way to the back of Yuying it's like a walk down memory lane. he ask me why i dowan to cut my hair. duno? i scared i look even uglier lah. and in sec 1 i already had short peachy hair what. bangs dont suit me either. hair near eyes = irritating then we also talked about how he walks around super fast in sec school
because of that i never dared to talk to sk. he look like he gonna chop u if u said hi
lol. and how yuying teachers are pathetic because the students there are so rowdy student > teacher i do remember ms lin throwing books down. not mine, but almost and slamming tables and chairs.
ms lin was scary man lucky ms yap pulled me up to 1a salvation! not that i wanted it.
maybe if i didn't go 1a life would be much different from what it is now or maybe i would be enemies with huiming or maybe i would be some chao ah lian or maybe sk's gf or maybe some prefect or maybe in JC
life works in mysterious ways and don't ask me why i think of such stuff. i like to keep my mind occupied.
obviously secondary school years were among the best times of my life even though i was rather anti social weird huh considering one of my very best friends is like peggy school belle and everything i'm amazed at myself, how i remain so low profile beside her.
MOVING ON. sk reminded me of sports day at yuying! it was fun lah. even though i not social bee the cheering, laughing, sitting beside evelyn-andlisteningtohertalkaboutguys&school hahaha i remembered most: unique house cheers i REALLY got scream one leh. REALLY. NORTH SOUTH EAST WEST haha. and he said he got sprint really meh. got win or not HOW COME I DON'T REMEMBER? i realise my memory is not functioning properly already its like i have selective memory. some things i totally forgot of. well, not really forgot. but rather i lost the link to where that memory is stored. some of it should remain lost. i guess he also reminded me THAT I'M A HIGH JUMP LEGEND IN YUYING what broke record? really? my selective memory should have remembered glorious stuff what then i told him, is not i good, is that other girls in my class no good at jumping lah just run run run turn and lift your body. hard meh? maybe now hard for me. lol ... i didn't mention this yesterday but i loved D & T no really, i really like that subject. i look forward to it because i felt appreciated in that class lah HOW OFTEN DO YOU LOOK FORWARD TO LESSONS LAH. mr amir likes me like alot. but he always say i indonesian chinese because i so 'white' no lah. i pure chinese lah. ---- i'm sad now, valerie reminded that our pay haven't come yet. even after like reaching 2 months already. ---- back to the topic on yuying LAST TIME THEY DON'T ALLOW MUSIC PLAYERS AND HANDPHONES i freaking scared lah. hide here hide there, liew. i always put my handphone in my PE shorts pocket one. hurhurhur. but the pe shorts feel like its gonna drop. and i use MD player last time one. mp3 player not popular. ---- reached the bus-stop the 100358603 lie of the day, 51 doesn't go to my place. lucky got 25 and 854 sk lie me many times yesterday. angry leh. ---- on a random note, do you know auto-handling of cars only requires 3 steps to get the car up and moving?
vroom vroom, HAHAHA MANUAL ONE 12 YEARS THEN FINISH STARTING THE STUPID CAR
sigh. looking back into the past always reminds me of the glaring future. but no doubt about it. i wanna be able to support my family with my income. currently my papa is the only money churning guy in the house. so, chasing my dreams is secondary. why?
to me family is more important than my dreams ma. because i know how it feels like to live in a broken one. that's why i'm trying my best to talk to my yeye and my dad, make it whole again =)
and on a side note, can u imagine if my brother has to live a life less luxurious than the one he has now. hahaha, impossible. my life values seem to change over time.
i wish i could be so busy that i don't have time to think about such stuff. boo come to think of it. even if i'm busy i'll also make time. lol. like what i do for my friends HAH! don't mind me blabbing about my inner thoughts. after all, this is MY blog. put me into a trance, Labels: life |