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Monday, May 26, 2008 | 12:10 PM
I just stumbled upon this topic. Turns out one of my guildies that likes me, hasn't had a r/s in 6 years. -------------------------------------------------------------------------- The last BF i had didn't turn out pretty. Alot of people don't understand that, being in a relationship doesn't mean being in each other's mind. With scaryBF, I was always telling him to stop touching me, or stop holding my hand, or stop putting his hand on my waist when we walk. WHY DO HE HAVE TO BE SO DAMN TOUCHY? I would like to walk on my own please. or it could be the fact that I didn't really have much feelings for him. Most of the time i get into a r/s that I have no feelings for the one who asked. The most it could be just a slight crush, or excitement cos someone's in love with me. I give him time, thinking sometimes magically love can develop. But not really, cos I'm such a pain and refuse to fall head over heels with a stupid guy. And perhaps he isn't very good looking. HAHAHA. WELL U HAVE TO ADMIT ITS EASIER TO LIKE SOMEONE WHEN THEY ARE VISUALLY APPEALING RIGHT. Sorry I digressed. I don't know about most girls, but I'm the kind who needs my personal space, the freedom to have my own opinions (Yes, I tend to have very different take on things), the freedom to go out with my other male friends without turning my BF into a jealous freak. I'm not clingy, although I can be if I want to, but sometimes being clingy takes a lot of work and I'm lazy. The last time I was clingy was with XF, goes to show what? I must realllllllllllllly love the guy to start being sticky. Some people over-extend their welcome in my life and its time to get booted out of it. It all boils down to whether I like the person or not. Bad experiences make it very hard for me to start loving anyway, I've forgotten how it feels like to love someone. Labels: random |