Today i walked around the neighbourhood, pretty serene.

Never thought much about my dietary intake, but my mind, being its usual self
hopped around all my memories and thoughts until i realised:

i eat a lot of crap.

hmm. i am feeling rather depressed at the thought that my organs might fail on me pretty damn soon if i continue eating stuff that takes too much effort to digest.

I suppose its like one of the fleeting moments when i'm driving like an angry woman that i'll crash the goddamn uncle infront of me then i'll see myself bleeding from the head, legs stuck in car and the firemen trying to pry me out of the car.

It feels like i'm experiencing epiphany. In a weird weird way. Not that my constant sinus, wheezing, random coughing, bloatedness, uneasyness, light-headedness hasn't gave me enough warning.

Sometimes i wish i could live all my mortal attachments, wrath, envy, lust, greed, gluttony, sloth, pride behind. Start over new. If i go missing one day it's probably to do something great. lol

i'll just eat fruit from now on, and refrain from anything that might make me.. upset? yes.

Today i walked around the neighbourhood, pretty serene.

Never thought much about my dietary intake, but my mind, being its usual self
hopped around all my memories and thoughts until i realised:

i eat a lot of crap.

hmm. i am feeling rather depressed at the thought that my organs might fail on me pretty damn soon if i continue eating stuff that takes too much effort to digest.

I suppose its like one of the fleeting moments when i'm driving like an angry woman that i'll crash the goddamn uncle infront of me then i'll see myself bleeding from the head, legs stuck in car and the firemen trying to pry me out of the car.

It feels like i'm experiencing epiphany. In a weird weird way. Not that my constant sinus, wheezing, random coughing, bloatedness, uneasyness, light-headedness hasn't gave me enough warning.

Sometimes i wish i could live all my mortal attachments, wrath, envy, lust, greed, gluttony, sloth, pride behind. Start over new. If i go missing one day it's probably to do something great. lol

i'll just eat fruit from now on, and refrain from anything that might make me.. upset? yes.